Hey Richard, I feel the same!!! If it wasn't for this place, I would've had a hard time pushing myself, and landing a (hopefully) great job!!! So I owe you guys alot too!! Thanks Cam and Tyson!
And as for feeling weird, man. I haven't been on in the longest time, I've been doing all kinds of stuff at home, and the show I'm working on is sucking every second of my day. What makes me tick is changing it up with something else than work every once in a while. It's good to see that you're keeping yourself busy with other projects, like your "ruine babbine" as we call it and all the other stuff you're doing:D
Just to clarify what I'm trying to say, I think everyone goes a little nutty when you do the same thing all the time... in front of a computer for 14 plus hours straight a day is a little straining on your system... I'm sure you're not the only one who pleads insanity every once in a while
Good luck, you'll be fine!